Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Not answering to the hateful chauvenistic abusive judge instead Speaking philosophy

What I mean by that, I am not going to list an account of all the positive things I've done. Not because I havn't but because I have no respect for your authority.
I seriously think it is Josh that is trying to war more with me through other people. Prime example: Jimmy Fallons most recent twitter. I got an attack today which was a TEMPORARY AND FALSE WOUND in the past because I wasn't strong enough at the time to combat him. I think the comment itself: A life with no purpose, is a horrible comment to give anyone. Everyone has a purpose: good or bad, big or small. Not everyone is meant to do big things.
I really do think that it is Josh's cat that is harassing me again. I think a lot of people should see the watchmen. That is a very accurate movie when it gets to the main point. Josh really is the type that will do nothing but war until he hurts your esteem so much that you just give in and cry and say your a loser when you're really not. Then he'll hate on you and say you compromised who you were AFTER he verbally beat the shit out of you. He wants to think he is superior when he was the one with the hate and the abuse that forced you to compromise in the first place. His attacks are very disorganized and he really is a masochist. He just wants a person to feel low because he feels inferior about your independency.
When will I ever meet a man who is confident in himself? Who won't abuse, but who also won't be afraid to say some things? Who won't be afraid to have a real relationship?
On the defensive end, I am fucking 25 years old with a lot of life ahead of me. 25 YEARS OLD. Again, I am not going to talk about what I have already achieved. When comparing, it all depends. I wouldn't want others to feel lower though because they may not have achieved as much. Like I said, not everyone is meant to do big things and they should be content with where they are.
Another debate is, what is and what isn't purposeful? Purpose means something to different people. Not everyone has the same expectancies, inspiration, goals, and values.
So, get your hands off me. You don't own me. You don't define my purpose. You are not my judge. You don't determine me.